I think I'm at that time to feel weird, I mean, nature we are all rare, only in desert times in our lives is more noticeable, I think it is in the odolescencia, because when you are young, type: 5-6-7-8 years growing and learning even these things, to reach 13-14-15 years you feel a little worse, and you think you know everything, you feel that you are the king of the world, you're unstoppable, but there are some people that (like it or not) they'll stop, is the case of our parents, if they tell you that bars the house you have to. Because they are the ones that pay the school, food, clothing, better say all or most of things.
now obviously I'm in 'those days', I feel more rare than I am normally (if I accepted that I'm weird, I am and proud) and I did something and you do things you never would have done.
I always comb my hair the same hairstyle: a line yesterday and during the week santa I wanted to change hairstyles, tail stop me, I want something more.
esque Another thing I painted my nails black, and I thought to myself: "How long has not paint my nails smell?" And then thought again: "From 6 years." I remember that day.
I went to the dentist and I paint each nail a different color (glazes were my aunts). The dentist said: "This bad you paint your nails, because the natural enamel wears." I came home and
I paint peeling nails and I do not paint them again after many years, until 2008, I was about 9 years old, my aunt painted my nails and they were great, because with a spent pen painted flowers.
After my aunt is out of the house repainted my nails, until 2010 and I do not paint them as colorful, I just put a little shine.
Now: 2011 and more specifically the 22-04 I painted my nails black, do not know why, I only saw the enamel and said, "Yes, I want that."
I do not want to pay much attention to my mother because my mother is very obvious and I do think preguntqas "Obviously, these esque" blind? ".
See? I'm more rare than usual, since I do not know what to think, want it all, yet do not want anything.
I think I like someone, but I'm not sure.
Well changing the subject, remember on Monday: I saw this guy with such clear eyes and stared at me as a stupid and everyone realized? Yeah, me too, even think of that guy and I saw only one time, do not know what it is, but it is not love or anything, because I saw only a few minutes and can not be "love at first sight", because for me That does not exist. I mean, you can not love someone just by seeing it, that for my attraction.
000,000,001% There is also a chance that you'll see her again.
Tomorrow I will go to Figueras, and Ara just one week I saw him, this is ridiculous, I now think: "What if I see him again?". Brain reacts is impossible, or at least almost, I dunno, hopefully if I see (impossible) I do not recognize.
These last days I was thinking about it (not the guy that), but I tried to clarify what I feel.
I like two people, the first of October I like (curiously the month number 10) and the second since June 2010, I am closer to the second boy, I know, I have no luck in love. Or anything.
This entry first wrote it in a notebook and I deal with two paguina I wrote it in 16 minutes. All of a turn.
Happy Easter to all, I'm not writing sooner.
Those are my nails black. 
0 comments:
Post a Comment